Wow i haven't posted here in forever!  Becoming a mother of twins has definitely taken over my life quite a bit. I hope that now that they are getting bigger that I will be back to posting more.  Judah and Jax are 7 1/2  months now ! I'm still working through the disappointment of their birth  , which I will admit I struggled with for  quite a while , I am feeling much better now though =).